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Name: bethani blu ♥♥
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Metro: Chicago
Birthday: 2/14/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: <3 timmmm eskimo kisses. milky ways. the smell of christmas, rain, smoke, and gasoline. locking myself in garets bathroom. laughing. wax fingertips. little jingly cell phone doo-hickeys. painting my toenails. cutting my hair. taking pictures of things OTHER than people. swinging on the flagpole. forgetting what you did all weekend. losing track of time. falling asleep with people i love. hardcore dancing. waterfall. little toys that make no sense. running in fields. chasing rainbows. driving to nowhere. proska. knowing that everything turned out exactly how it should. i like my coffee black just like my metal
Expertise: im just like you so leave me alone


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AIM: vomitxbeat


Member Since: 4/10/2005

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

bab00n_hair

 

 

i forgot.. sorry.


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

ugh im so impatient like..

 

 

all the time.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

lets get this party started!!


Monday, November 21, 2005

Currently Listening
Notes & Photographs
By JamisonParker
dear everybody
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i totally thought that said incest down there.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

jeez im sped

 

 

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I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore.
The nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest.
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless but I'm yours.
And I'm scratching down every blurry scene
on the mattress where you used to sleep and dream.
I'd rather chew on broken glass
than keep on living in the past,
and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean.

Dear everybody or whoever's listening
I think I'm gonna do me in this time.
This is all overrated,
waiting on my roof again this is the end
of my so called life.

I haven't seen the sun in about a week
and I'm keeping all sharp objects out of reach.
I finally know the taste of love,
it's a cross between cheap beer and blood
with an aftertaste of dry sarcastic speech.
And so I guess it's safe to say
that we both knew that I'd end up this way,
with a brain that's clueless and unsure
and eyes that hardly ever work but
I guess that's fine I rarely use them anyway.


Dear everybody, this is the end of my so called life.


Sunday, November 20, 2005

Currently Listening
The Honorary Title
By The Honorary Title
frame by frame
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time for incense.

and trippy chill music.
its sunday nite and im sleepy.




Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to, have to, put this together
Have to more and more
Have to with biggest smile
Peeking out of either eye
Come and come and look we're on a roll

All for the best and the best then we left so

 

as it turns out..
TOMORROW IM CLEANING.
woah..

 

ps- thanks for the ghetto hickey timm
my vacuum..

 

pothead what?
yummm

 

 


 



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Fashi*n.
the magazines don't lie.





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vomitxbeat
stalk me bebes stalk me!! nah im bethani and ima ninja. my <3 goes out to those kids i hide in the forest with.. you know who you are [jl.rs.hf.gm.sb.aj.al.jm.ja.kg] i like long walks at midnite and candlelit tv dinners. i like fruit snacks and plastic bows, taking the train and chicago. i watch hardcore dancing and rub up against walls with my studded belts. paint me anything people and ill shower you in hardcore love.
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