Name:bethani blu ♥♥ Country:United States State:Illinois Metro:Chicago Birthday:2/14/1989 Gender:Female
Interests:<3 timmmm
eskimo kisses. milky ways. the smell of christmas, rain, smoke, and gasoline. locking myself in garets bathroom. laughing. wax fingertips. little jingly cell phone doo-hickeys. painting my toenails. cutting my hair. taking pictures of things OTHER than people. swinging on the flagpole. forgetting what you did all weekend. losing track of time. falling asleep with people i love. hardcore dancing. waterfall. little toys that make no sense. running in fields. chasing rainbows. driving to nowhere. proska. knowing that everything turned out exactly how it should.
i like my coffee black just like my metal Expertise:im just like you so leave me alone
I spend my nights dead face down on my floor but the drugs aren't really working anymore. The nights are mostly just depressed from staring at my open chest. I'm bleeding and I'm heartless but I'm yours. And I'm scratching down every blurry scene on the mattress where you used to sleep and dream. I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past, and wasting time on words I know you didn't mean.
Dear everybody or whoever's listening I think I'm gonna do me in this time. This is all overrated, waiting on my roof again this is the end of my so called life.
I haven't seen the sun in about a week and I'm keeping all sharp objects out of reach. I finally know the taste of love, it's a cross between cheap beer and blood with an aftertaste of dry sarcastic speech. And so I guess it's safe to say that we both knew that I'd end up this way, with a brain that's clueless and unsure and eyes that hardly ever work but I guess that's fine I rarely use them anyway.
Dear everybody, this is the end of my so called life.
Have to, have to, put this together Have to more and more Have to, have to, put this together Have to more and more Have to with biggest smile Peeking out of either eye Come and come and look we're on a roll
vomitxbeat stalk me bebes stalk me!!
nah im bethani and ima ninja. my <3 goes out to those kids i hide in the forest with.. you know who you are [jl.rs.hf.gm.sb.aj.al.jm.ja.kg] i like long walks at midnite and candlelit tv dinners. i like fruit snacks and plastic bows, taking the train and chicago. i watch hardcore dancing and rub up against walls with my studded belts. paint me anything people and ill shower you in hardcore love.
seize the day
AIMvomitxbeat